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Name: Righteous
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Louis
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Interests: hip-hop
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Member Since: 11/28/2004

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Saturday, November 08, 2008

Currently Listening
The Recession
By Young Jeezy
"My President is Black" ft. NaS
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Post-Election Thoughts

After much reluctance, I ended up voting.  My President is Black, and in many ways I'm proud.  But that doesn't mean I'm pledging allegiance to him or America. 

Is having prayer meetings for Obama technically against the separation of Church and State?

Jesse Jackson deserves to be selected as one of Obama's cabinet members.  Seriously.  A lotta shit on Jesse and try to make him irrelevant, but he's been on the forefront of the civil rights struggle since the sixties.  In the truest since, Obama wouldn't exist without the work Jesse's put in.

Oprah shouldn't be a cabinet member.  I have no real argument here, but it shouldn't be hard to make up a few.

I almost feel kinda (not really) sorry for Sarah Palin.  Before the election, she was a nobody.  Now that she lost, she remains a nobody.  I think she wanted it more than McCain, because if McCain got elected and then died, she would be the first female president... instead of Hillary.  Damn.

Obama, as much as he uplifts and inspires people, has just inhereted a mess.  There are already millions of Americans who hate and want to crucify him.  And I have to honestly question whether electing a Black man will really help race relations in America, or will they worsen (which I fear).  Either way, it's about time we as a nation are forced to deal with it in the public eye.  The whole world is watching what he will do next.  I don't care what he does next, I wanna know what the people are gonna do.  I wanna know what the racist right-wingers are gonna do... are they gonna pledge allegiance to McCain or try to secede again?  Or are they gonna declare a Christian holy war against the evil empire that has poisoned their once great country?  Is someone gonna try to assassinate Obama?  And if they do, will Blacks finally rise up against the government in the way that has been feared and prophesied since slavery?  What will happen in Africa?  The Middle East?  Could it be the beginning of...


Monday, September 08, 2008

Currently Listening
LAX [Deluxe Edition]
By The Game
"Let Us Live" ft. Chrisette Michele
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Ten Albums I Can’t Live Without (in alphabetical order)

I spend way too much time on this stuff, especially considering that no one enjoys reading them except me.  But I guess that’s why I do it.  And by the way, L.A.X. by The Game is the best hip-hop album since American Gangster dropped last year.  Go cop it now.

 

1)  The Beatles “The White Album”

            Reason Why:  The Beatles just have so many classics under their belt.  I think I have to choose this one because, well, it’s 2-discs (twice the music) and it contains what I believe to be the best Beatles song recorded (“Happiness is a Warm Gun”).

            Brief Bio:  Historically, this album represents a shift in the Beatles’ music from experimental, acid rock (Sgt. Peppers & Magical Mystery Tour) to a more traditional form of instrumentation, even though they would push those instruments to their limits in some very unique ways.

            In Heavy Rotation (besides Happiness is a Warm Gun):  While My Guitar Gently Weeps, Martha My Dear, Revolution 1 

 

2)  Bob Marley “Legend”

            Reason Why:  Will Smith said it best:  it’s the best album ever made.

            Brief Bio:  A post-humus compilation of Marley’s songs that made him one of the most recognizable musicians in history.

            In Heavy Rotation:  Could You Be Loved, Easy Skanking, Redemption Song

 

3)  Erykah Badu “Baduizm”

            Reason Why:  Erykah Badu is the most intoxicating woman on earth.  She’s the only person I know who can get me high off the sound of her voice.  She is the definition of neo-soul.

            Brief Bio:  Erykah’s multi-platinum, Grammy Award-winning, debut album.  Undeniable classic.

            In Heavy Rotation:  On & On, Afro, Certainly

 

4)  Jay-Z “Reasonable Doubt”

            Reason Why:  My favorite hip-hop album.  With this album, Jay-Z wrote the definition of “hustler” into the hip-hop community.  As was stated on his follow-up album In My Lifetime Vol. 1, “I’m not even a rapper.  I’m a hustler.  It just so happens I know how to rap.”  You can’t knock the hustle.

            Brief Bio:  Jay’s classic debut album.  When rejected by major record labels, Jay did the unheard-of and started his own record label (Roc-A-Fella Records, which would in time grow to become the most powerful hip-hop label in the new millennium).  Widely considered to be one of the greatest hip-hop albums of all-time.

            In Heavy Rotation (besides D’Evils):  Dead Presidents 2, Can I Live, Regrets

 

5)  John Coltrane “A Love Supreme”

            Reason Why:  I believe Coltrane was one the best saxophone players who ever lived.  Dude’s just disgusting.  His “sheets of sound” can make your ears bleed.

            Brief Bio:  Widely considered to be Coltrane’s masterpiece, this album was conceived of as an instrumental prayer to God.  Each part represents a different type of prayer.  How can you not like this?

            In Heavy Rotation:  The album’s only four parts…

 

6)  Lauryn Hill “MTV Unplugged 2.0”

            Reason Why:  This is the rawest, realest album ever.  For those of you who always ask me why I got a tattoo of Lauryn on my arm, listen to the album and you’ll know why.  An essential album for everyone in the struggle.

            Brief Bio:  Lauryn lets you into her life and teeters on the brink of spiritual insanity for over 90 minutes with song after song of gut-wrenching, soul-seeking raps, poems, and spirituals.  And her spoken word interludes are like mini-sermons where Lauryn kicks the knowledge everyone needs to hear.  Like she says, “Fantasy is what [people] want, but reality is what they need.”

            In Heavy Rotation:  Mystery of Iniquity, I Get Out, So Much Things To Say

 

7)  Marvin Gaye “What’s Going On”

            Reason Why:  In my opinion, the greatest album ever made.  Tupac said it best: “I remember Marvin Gaye used to sing to me / He had me feelin’ like Black was the thing to be / And suddenly the ghetto didn’t seem so tough.”

            Brief Bio:  In 1971, rising Motown star Marvin Gaye went head-to-head with Motown heads as they refused to produce something so spiritual and political.  Gaye’s creative and independent production would go down in history as the 6th greatest album of all-time, according to Rolling Stone Magazine.  Cited as one of the most influential albums by hip-hop artists, his depictions about drug abuse, war, poverty, environmental destruction, still seem to be just as relevant today as they were 40 years ago.  In one word, the album is eternal.

            In Heavy Rotation:  What’s Going On, Mercy Mercy Me (The Ecology), Inner City Blues (Make Me Wanna Holler)

 

8)  Norah Jones “Come Away With Me”

            Reason Why:  What can I say?  I’m a sucker for female musicians with multi-platinum, Grammy Award-winning debut albums (hmm… where’s Alicia Keys on the list?  Corinne Bailey Rae?  Chrisette Michele?  Amy Winehouse?  Regina Spektor?).  Everyone in the world knows how much I love Norah Jones.  It shouldn’t be surprising to anyone that this is the most played album on my iPod.

            Brief Bio:  If you don’t know about this album by now, then screw you.

            In Heavy Rotation:  Turn Me On, I’ve Got To See You Again, Painter Song

 

9)  Pigeon John “…is Clueless”

            Reason Why:  My favorite Christian rapper, Pigeon was the former leader of the rap group LA Symphony.  He can be funny and serious in the same line, you gotta appreciate where dude’s mind is at.

            Brief Bio:  Born in Nebraska as the only black person in his school, his family then moved into Inglewood, CA (the Blood gang capital of the world) in the 80’s, during N.W.A., the peak of Blood-Crip gang violence, and the race riots.  Pigeon both praises and laments his circumstances in this witty, spiritual and insightful album.

            In Heavy Rotation:  Passion, Los Angeles Rap Music, B

 

10)  Rachael Yamagata “Happenstance”

            Reason Why:  Like I said, I have a thing for female musicians.  She didn’t exactly go platinum, or win a Grammy, but I think she should have.  She sings of love and loneliness reminiscent of the great Billie Holiday, and you feel every word she belts.

            Brief Bio:  Her mainstream debut album, an underground classic among yuppies.

            In Heavy Rotation:  Be Be Your Love, I Want You, Quiet

 

 

Honorable Mention

Common “Be”

            Reason Why:  Common + Kanye West = heaven for your ears.

            Why Not Top 10:  This album’s so good, the only reason this one didn’t make the list was because it’s the newest of all albums considered.

            In Heavy Rotation:  Be, Faithful ft. Bilal & John Legend, They Say ft. John Legend & Kanye West

 

The Jimi Hendrix Experience “Electric Ladyland”

            Reason Why:  Rolling Stone says Jimi’s the greatest guitarist of all-time.  They also say the 15 minute Voodoo Child is Jimi’s magnum opus.  Hulk Hogan for a long time used Voodoo Child (Slight Return) as his entrance music during his wrestling career.  If Hulk likes it, it’s gotta be good.  I’m pretty sure that’s how it works.

            Why Not Top 10:  It’s hard to balance between the really lengthy songs and the shorter ones whenever I only have time for a handful of tracks.

            In Heavy Rotation:  Voodoo Child, Moon Turn the Tides Gently Gently, Voodoo Child (Slight Return)

 

Kanye West “College Dropout”

            Reason Why:  The most souful hip-hop album ever.  Behind all the pop-rap recognition he’s received for his club anthems and innovative songs lies just another poor black musician trying to make it in this cruel world.  Kanye vocalizes his pain and struggle with a precision that rivals Eminem.

            Why Not Top 10:  Because now matter how good we think you are (and MTV thinks he’s the #1 rapper in the game right now), you’re still an egotistical asshole.  You said it yourself, “I’m the muthafucka you love to hate / but can’t because you love the shit I make / now ain’t that about a bitch / and I’ma talk shit until I’m outta hits.”

            In Heavy Rotation:  Spaceship ft. GLC & Consequence, Never Let Me Down ft. Jay-Z & J. Ivy, Last Call

 

NaS “Illmatic”

            Reason Why:  The definition of hip-hop.  Has been listed the #1 hip-hop album of all-time by several major sources, and has unanimously ranked among the top 5 greatest albums in every major hip-hop poll since 1993.  In other words, it’s illmatic.  It’s the reason why you know what rap is.

            Why Not Top 10:  I don’t know.

            In Heavy Rotation:  N.Y. State of Mind, Life’s A Bitch ft. AZ, It Ain’t Hard to Tell

 

Outkast “Aquemini”

            Reason Why:  One of four classics by Outkast, this was critically considered their best.  I agree.  A little southern-fried sounds for your soul.

            Why Not Top 10:  It seems like Outkast always gets slept on in these type of lists, but they frequently occur in the “honorable mention” section.  I’m just continuing the decade-long tradition of “hatin’ the South.”

            In Heavy Rotation:  Rosa Parks, Da Art of Storytellin’ Pt. 1, Liberation ft. Erykah Badu & Cee-Lo

 

TobyMac “Welcome to Diverse City”

            Reason Why:  It’s my favorite album by a Christian artist.  Classic album from a great era in music.

            Why Not Top 10:  The CD is scratched, so I have been living without it.

            In Heavy Rotation:  Hey Now, Getaway Car ft. Nirva Dorsaint, Ill-M-I


Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Currently Listening
Tha Carter III
By Lil' Wayne
You Ain't Got Nuthin'
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Liberation Before Repatriation

The United States owes it to the black community to send us back to Africa, if we as a people so desire.

If a man kidnapped a child and he was later caught, wouldn't the law mandate that the child be returned to her family?  Is it wrong for me to desire to live among my family, rather than my persecutors?  But in America we believe in assimilation.  We believe that the children of the kidnappers should mingle and play with the children of the kidnapped.  Does that make any sense?

Black Americans have to be the most lost and undignified people on the Earth.  Chinese people come from China.  Greeks are from Greece.  Mexicans are from Mexico.  Niggers are from... the ghetto?

When you hear the name Corleone, you think Italy.  You hear the name Chang or Wong and think of somewhere in Asia.  But when you hear Dorsey, what do you associate it with?  What about Brown or Smith?  These names have no reflection on our heritage as a people.  Back in the slave days, slaves would take on the slavemaster's name as a way of marking their property (like writing our names on soda bottles so no one touches it).  So when I hear the name Dorsey, to me that means I am (or once was) the property of a white slave owner with the last name Dorsey.  Who knew oppression could exist in names?

After much thought and consideration, I have decided that I will no longer go by the name which was given to me at birth, Daniel Christopher Dorsey.  From here on out, I shall be known as Kaliq Rashad, which is Arabic for creative, wise, and mature.  My hope is that that is a better description of me than "Property of ---."

I suppose the nicknames "Deacon" and "Righteous" are acceptable.  But please do not refer to me by my slave name anymore... to do so would be disrespectful.


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Currently Listening
God Bless the Child
By Billie Holiday
"Strange Fruit"
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The Most Soulful Playlist I Ever Made

Haven't come up with a title for it yet, but I just finished it as the first disc of a special Malcolm X Day mix I'm making.  Let me know if you want a copy, X Day is next Monday:

1)  What's Going On - Marvin Gaye
2)  Sunshine in the Ghetto - Jsun Jasper
3)  Ooh Child - The Five Stairsteps
4)  Bag Lady - Erykah Badu
5)  Brown Skin - India.Aire
6)  Move On Up - Curtis Mayfield
7)  Down By The Riverside - Mahalia Jackson
8)  Strange Fruit - Billie Holiday
9)  Master Teacher - Erykah Badu & Georgia Anne
10)  Redemption Song - Bob Marley & The Wailers
11)  No Woman, No Cry - The Fugees (cover)
12)  A Change Is Gonna Come - Sam Cooke
13)  Living Like A Refugee - The Sierra Leone Refugee All-Stars
14)  President - Wyclef Jean
15)  So Much Things To Say - Lauryn Hill (live)
16)  Liberation - OutKast, Erykah Badu, & Cee-Lo
17)  Ain't Gonna Let Nobody Turn Me 'Round - Negro Spiritual


Saturday, April 26, 2008

Currently Listening
New Amerykah, Pt. 1: 4th World War
By Erykah Badu
"That Hump"
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Why It's Called The Struggle / Mama I'm So Sorry (The Realest Shit I Ever Wrote)

Life is a series of compromises we make that sacrifices our desire merely in order to survive.  Constitution is the ability to survive in a state of constant warfare.  I am finding that perhaps the reason we (collectively) call it a “struggle” is because it is indeed that, a struggle.  Look at my current position.  I work a near-minimum wage job, part time, in one of the most heavily-trafficked suburbs in St. Louis county.  Gas is outrageously expensive, and tainted with the blood of innocent Middle Easterners.  In the world that I dream about and strive for, there would be no crappy jobs 30 miles away from the inner city.  There wouldn’t even be any suburbs, and there sure wouldn’t be any oppressive system of control, such as the oil industry.  Yet my poverty, my victimization resulting from that very oppressive system, affords me no choice but to partake in such a vile and corrupt system.  At least that’s what makes me a different anarchist than the one sleeping in the MetroLink tunnel.  If it were up to me I would probably completely withdraw from this system, and go home to Africa and live amongst my true people and smoke all day.  But I realize there’s work to be done, and I will never truly be free as long as the rest of my people are still in chains.  J. Ivy once profoundly stated, “It’s true I may need my loot by rent day, but that ain’t what gives me the heart of Kunte Kinte.”  We press on because we really have no other choice.  We tone down our notions of revolution so that we can help empower more people like us.  We fight the power, all the while realizing that the power controls the fight.  May we one day have the strength to bite off the hand that feeds us, and liberate ourselves from tyranny and the state.


Isn't it interesting how 99% of all of our insecurities can be traced back to problems with our parents as children?  All my life my relationship with my mother has been built on deception.  She has never, ever, accepted me for the person I am.  While she loves me like a mother loves her child, an honest look at our relationship reveals her lack of respect for me as a person.  I've been realizing this as the days go by since she kicked me out her house about a month ago.  I classify my mother along with a generation that has by-and-large turned their back on my generation.  I understand that we're messed up, that our priorities and values are wrong.  But don't look down on us with contempt.  Don't forget that it was your social responsibility to raise us properly (which you failed to do), and it was also your mistakes and failures that led to our degradation (i.e. AIDS, gang violence, and crack).  My mother used to smoke and drink (all my aunts and uncles did, many still do).  She wasn't married when Donielle was born.  Even if she nows views those things as mistakes, you'd think she'd at least understand where other people are coming from.  But she goes around telling her friends that I'm a thug and a criminal.  In retrospect, I realize that the only times we've ever gotten along where when I've done things to her enjoyment, which is usually contradictory to my own values.  Growing up was mental and physical torture under her house.  She used to call me a "lazy bitch" and a "fat fuck" as a child, because I was heavier than most.  When I was 13 I went to El Salvador and lost 25 pounds in three weeks (at age 13!!!).  When I was in high school I began wrestling and my mother told people I was bulimic.  I became obsessed about my weight, a major insecurity that still tortures me daily.  I don't like talking about it, so I probably won't answer any questions you ask me.  Don't be offended, it's just one of my own demons.  Anyone who knew me as a child knew I grew up rebelling against my parents.  Since then, I feel like I have spent so much time trying to make my parents proud (I'm not even gonna get started on my dad, I might just start drinking myself stupid).  But why can't they, or why WON'T they accept me for who I am as their son, an individual with a different perspective?  I'm tired of the superficialness and the lies.  Being kicked out a month ago was one of the most liberating things I could have felt at the time, yet I still feel trapped mentally.  What can I do, where can I go, to flee this bondage?

If I could get over that hump, then maybe I will feel better...



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